KaitieTheKiller

-----SERENA’S POV----- “Oh my God! Oh my God! If only he knew, If only he knew, If only he knew about the world without the bullshit and the lies, We could've saved him. They could've saved me. But instead I'm here drowning in my own fucking mind, And I'll be damned if you're the death of me. Blood and ink stain the walls. Silently with bloodied knuckles, I carry on Hoping it's not too wrong. You said the nights were far too long. 'Honey, it's just the start of it.' Oh my God. If only he knew. Oh my God. If only he knew. If only he knew! If only he knew. Just stand up and scream. The tainted clock is counting down. (Faster a

-----TIME LAPSE (BVB 4 HAS JUST BEEN FINISHED)----- -----NIKKI’S POV----- “We are created, the suffering ones Condemned by the dying, We sing out in tongues. Caught in obsession with all that we love. Never look forward, just straight down the gun I can't take it any more Every day feels like a war The Devil in the mirror Screaming that my heart is flawed I'm never gonna let you win No I will not surrender, Even if I start to fall I swear to you I'll rise again Cast the illusions of hatred and pride Take the communion in faith they provide I'm just a human not ready to die My voice is a weapon, my fear is a lie I can't take

-----FLASHBACK----- -----NIKKI’S POV----- With my nerves in a wreck, I approached her hospital room after she had gotten out of surgery. Her dad had his elbows propped on his knees and his chin was supported by his hands which were folded. Pure hurt coated his face and I no longer felt fear, I felt remorse. I approached Andy as calmly and casually as humanly possible then extended a hand. After a short hesitation, he shook it firmly and I returned his grasp. He then patted the seat next to him, offering me a place to sit. We sat there for at least an hour before I finally worked up the nerve to break the silence. “I--Sir I ugh--

-----SERENA’S POV----- Back in hell - I mean school - for another five days. I sighed and held onto my BVB pendant tightly, praying for strength and courage as I approached the double doors. I walked through and was surprised to see that nobody was waiting for me this time. However, I could not have been further from wrong. As the distance between the cafeteria and I grew shorter, more and more people began to show. The more people that showed, the more people there were who began to talk about me and again they had less than kind things to say. “Hey, Serena,” a girl smiled, stepping in front of me so I could not walk. 

-----SERENA’S POV----- I gulped down my giant, blue slushie from the concession stand and Nikki split his chili cheese fries with me. Some of the chili got on my giant stuffed tiger, which he won me from the Test Your Strength post, and I frowned. Fortunately, Nikki was carrying a Tide stick because he was wearing a white shirt and we got the stain out. He then bought me an ice cream cone and I could hardly eat it all since I had already ate dinner and the fries. So, he took it for himself and in turn got some chocolate ice cream on his nose. I giggled and brought him to sit on the bench so I could clean the frozen treat from his face

-----SERENA’S POV----- “So, who is this kid that’s coming over?” dad asked, adjusting his hair. “Nikki Alexander Black,” I explained. “He’s a friend of mine and he’s really excited to meet you and my uncles.” “Really?” “In his words exactly, ‘I’m going to meet the masters themselves...I hope I don’t freak out but I just might.’” “Wow! You hear that, Ash?” “Hear what?” my uncle asked, poking his head into my parents’ bedroom. “Serena made a new friend, the kid that’s coming over, and he called u

-----SERENA’S POV----- Lunch time eventually came around and I was too terrified of everyone to even go eat, so I just sat outside of the cafeteria. I listened to Asking Alexandria’s song Moving On and I just felt awful...again. I know my dad told me that I’m stronger than this but I really don’t think I am. Suddenly, a noise stirred about my ears - it was so loud that I could hear it over my blasting music. I took my earbuds out and looked in the direction of the noise and I saw a kid get tossed out of the lunch room. He quickly stood back up and slammed on the door then screamed some profanity before turning to see